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On 17/09/2007, at 10:12 AM, J.L. Nash wrote: Dearest Yoda and all
other jedi, new or old... Saturday night of the 16th of September
2007 was neither euphoric nor sad, although the emptiness of no
class on Sunday, loomed above like a Dementor until my head touched
the pillow to sleep, to rest, perchance to dream; but before that
time I rang my brother in Scotland, asking if his hallucinations
approximated mine... it was irrelevant - he ended up offering me
a piece of my own puzzle which although elicited a spontaneous,
overwhelming emotional response, was quickly contained for what
it was, stored and processed and suddenly there are more keys upon
the bunch as I look down - luckily they are made of a metal as yet
undiscovered and so weightless. The language of dogs is clearer
than it has been for years and my late grandfather sits beside me
at every cognitive process.. These, by the way have a new shape...
a definite shape ...cognition is no longer desirable (nor is it
undesirable), only a quick path to the kitchen where the coffee
is stored. We all take what we can from the great text which has
fashioned so many of my own responses (Tao Te Ching). Be like water
is the bit that stays with me - being like water is the rapport
of NLP. Finding my level today. Which pill did I take? Was it blue
was it red? Didn't I take it centuries ago anyway? Isn't it just
that I got lazy this time around and needed to focus on other parts?
Neil says I should have asked to move money up my value set; I now
interpret his hallucination as x knowing full well it could be y
and then I step over, to get an espresso, knowing that it can't
matter because water has its own strength and always sets its own
equilibrium. I discovered this morning that I will never need recreational
drugs again... I can induce drunkeness or stoned at barely a moment's
notice and then have the ability to come out... back into the coffeehouse
which now replaces the kitchen as food is a fuel and I have no need
to comfort a ghost, an hallucination. What did you learn, was asked
of me.... I replied "disassociation" as I slipped into
the construct of my own making, where my residual self image has
panache and dances Argentinian tango to the sound of Chilean poetry
being recited; barely audible above the Portuguese FADO singer in
the corner of the room. The scent of perfume and garlic and his
body in my nostrils as he holds me closer ... there is security
and safety and all the criteria are being met..because there are
only ever experiences of my own making. What did any of us learn?
What was the promise of NLP? Did it set us free? Or are we still
free-falling our way down the rabbit hole? Whether we began our
journeys together or have bumped into each other at different stages
(the situ is of no relevance or import) let's be useful to each
other, enhancing each of our resourceful states.... In my construct,
there is a reason that each of us has met.... the spirit is high
and whatever the interpretation of digital code, by the crossing
of paths - we become part of each other.. somehow.... watch out
for the internet space about to be created for us.... coming soon....
Living the life I dream of.... ( "I know Kung Fu" ) Jane
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